18 October 2009 @ 07:11 pm
 
Blah...blah...blah.

That's how I feel.

I got some unexpected news about some work I've been doing for like a year...it's being cut back. And while I'm not even sure this is a bad thing, it was unexpected and it's making me depressed.

I have zero right to feel depressed. I'm planning a fabulous vacation that will end in Vermont just in time for my nephew's first birthday (well, it's a few days early but my sister has consented to having the party a few days early so I can be there. I love her for that.).

So what the heck is wrong with me?

Anyway, this will probably mean I'll have more fandom time. What would you guys like to see more of...besides fic because I'm not sure I can produce much of that, if any at all.
 
 
Current Mood: depressed
 
 
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maxymama[info]maxymama on October 19th, 2009 12:05 am (UTC)
I'm sorry for the upsetting news. Change always makes me antsy, so I feel ya.

I would like to see:

* silly play, like the blingee bonanza we had that one time.

* discussion posts- arcs, characters, eps, what ifs, what's your favorite [fill in the blank]. Random questions about what thing would you change, which character would you want in your life, what irked you the most.

* rec'd fics.

* How-to posts for fan creations, explaining how to get started writing, vidding, or iconing.
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happier_bunny: b/j happy halloween 5[info]happier_bunny on October 20th, 2009 09:46 pm (UTC)
I hope to get back to my show & tell posts...those are kinda fun and YES I wsas thinking a Halloween blingee bonanza was called for. LOL
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Classified: icon gravitation comfort[info]alafaye on October 19th, 2009 01:50 am (UTC)
...I think it's the weather. I think it's bringing everyone down.

Chocolate cupcake?
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happier_bunny: cupcake - hopelessly addicted[info]happier_bunny on October 20th, 2009 11:43 pm (UTC)
YUMMY...thanks!
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Ny: xmas - doodle - snoman porn b top[info]not_yet_defined on October 19th, 2009 01:54 am (UTC)
I'm sorry you are depressed. *hugs*

as for what we'd like to see more of. i just did a ladies of QaF post at coffee club, and i'm loving reading people's responses. so i vote for more good coffee club discussions.

and once we move, i'm definitely finishing off my marathons, so i'd love to see you come play there.

hmm...other than that, you do have the halloween challenge coming up, so there will be that deal with.

aside from that, i'm not sure. let me think on it. :D

OMG ARE THERE HALLOWEEN BLINGEES????? we should have a halloween bling-a-thon! we will just warn people before hand.

AND OMG A CHRISTMAS BLING A THON! i made a christmas icon the other day. it was terrible, but hey, at least i'm making icons again. oh we need to come up with something fun and wacked out to do for the holidays.

OOH we need a bj action. do people still write porn??? a holiday themed bj action maybe??? fucking in a snow bank???? at debbie's christmas party!! under the christmas tree!! oh wait, that one might be cheesey bad!fic, but it might not be. WE HAVE TO DO A BJ ACTION WINTER/Holiday one. I need them to fuck at a christmas party...somewhere. anywhere.

:X

i guess i could write one myself. but it would be more fun if others joined me.

am i insane?
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notreallyme10[info]notreallyme10 on October 19th, 2009 02:57 am (UTC)
A new bj_action challenge would make me very happy... well not the stress of writing for it, but reading all the new porn :)
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qafmaniac: B/J 101 fucking I WANT PORN[info]qafmaniac on October 19th, 2009 07:10 pm (UTC)
do people still write porn?

I sure as fuck hope so!! ;D
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notreallyme10[info]notreallyme10 on October 19th, 2009 02:58 am (UTC)
Sorry to hear that you are feeling down. Your trip sounds wonderful... hopefully that will cheer you up!

I'll be happy to see you around more :)
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NotEverything[info]noteverything on October 19th, 2009 03:52 am (UTC)
I can't tell you how excited I am to hear you're going to VERMONT!!! That is awesome.

I'm sorry I missed you earlier today.

Besa and I were talking about how there hasn't been a bj_action challenge in a while...so maybe?

And I agree with NY, a Halloween Blingee fest could be fun...but you know how I never have any time lately...I might just be an observer.
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Michi: Happy Halloween michira_70[info]michira_70 on October 19th, 2009 07:01 pm (UTC)
Depression sucks, hope you feel better soon.

The idea with the bj_action christmas porn; me likey:)
Wanders off sing songing:"Fucking Rocking around the chrismas tree."
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qafmaniac: I LOVE MY BUNNY gif[info]qafmaniac on October 19th, 2009 07:31 pm (UTC)
So what the heck is wrong with me?

NOTHING is wrong with you!

It's normal to be depressed and to feel disappointed when something that you've worked on for a really long time gets dumped,even if that means that you'll have more time now.Pfft!It doesn't help much because you've put a lot of time and efforts into the work and then someone comes and tells you that it was all for nothing.Well,if that is not a reason to feel depressed then what the hell is?

Talking about reason...YAY for going to Vermont and having a party with Reason.That's great!!And VACATION sounds good too! ;)

I will be very happy to see you here more often!!

*hugs and &hearts*
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dls[info]dirtylttlescret on October 23rd, 2009 03:47 am (UTC)
Any change can be upsetting at first, but I'm sure this will be good in the long run. Once you start being able to *enjoy* those shorter days, I'm sure you'll feel a little better about the cutbacks.

In the meantime, you have every right to be depressed.
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